I have to admit that I dont have a definition for LIFE anymore.


In fact, my entire vision of happiness, sorrowfulness, family, friends, human relations, ART, philosophy, music, education... has changed.


I am not the same person many people got to know or meet a couple of years ago, thanks God. But sometimes I miss how I use to believe I had it all figured out and I could dominate the world, I was such a fool, I was just a kid in an adult dominated world, but at least I was sort of conformed.

this entire deviant art gallery of mine is a disaster, is egocentric, narcissistic and mediocre, expect from my writings which show how my emotions have been from up to down and from down to up.


Today is November the 7th, 2007. I already graduated high school and entered into this institution in which I, and only I, am responsible for my faults and conquers. Also I am two days away from being 18 years old. I can only smile whenever the idea of being "legal" comes to me head, because three or four years ago this was the only thing I could think of, and now... it is the LAST important thing in my mind. Who I am and what I'll be its not a matter of age, but of lifestyle.



I will never be fully satisfied or happy, I know. And I will always be another Alice trapped in some sort of wonderland, fooling myself from reality because Im too sacred to open my eyes and I rather keep on talking to a mystical cat. I am not a conformist, I have never been.